Moving on

It is nearly 3 years ago,
And still I cannot let you go,
You left me all alone,
I still can't believe that you are gone.

It is easy to wear a mask,
It is definitily not such a hard task,
"Look World, I am just okay,
Nothing wrong in my life today!"

But nobody sees inside my soul,
See my pain, my longing, my turmoil,
I know, to be happy again, I have to move on,
But you see, it is easier said than done.

Oh, Angel of Life, please take my hand,
I feel so dead, here where I stand,
I want to let go and lay him to rest,
For both of us, that will be the best.

Oh, Angel of Hope, give me something to make life worthwhile,
Please help me to walk a few extra mile,
My heart is so broken and I cried so many tears,
Oh, Lord, how long must this continue? How many years?

For now, my two children are my salvation,
But soon life's course, will change their destination,
Oh, Angel of Mercy, have pity on this poor soul,
Help me to see the beauty of life again and find a new goal.

Oh, Angel of Gratitude, make me see,
How blessed I am for there are people worse of than me,

Make me dance with joy in the the rain,

And put a honest smile on my face again.

Oh, Angel of Love, please send me an angel to love,

Because the angel I had is now soaring the heavens above,

I might be lonely, I might feel blue,

But in all of this misery, God, I can always look up to You.